My Life

I don't know where I am heading in my life. When I see the past I realize I have everything for what I fought with all. I finally got the husband whom I love the most but I never thought life after marriage will be very different and difficult to cope up.

If somebody else sees my life, he will see I am very happy as I am having a very loving husband, nice inlaws who support me in everything. But still, I am feeling some void. Something is bothering me inside. I really don't like it if someone tries to dictate to me but I also feel directionless if I don't have someone to show me the path. There I feel I should consider my father's choice to get married but he was not considering my concerns. I want to make my career either by leaving the city or by starting my own business. They were not supporting me a bit. I am extremely talented I know very well I just want his support and little guidance but unfortunately I dint get it. 

Fortunately, my husband is very supportive but still, sometimes I feel he is not interested in my career. I am feeling very stuck in my career I am so confused about what to do with my career. Always try to help him out but he shows less interest. If I need to go to any interviews he will bring me everywhere. I have gone through two miscarriages he was the only support in that time. My mother-in-law is good but she never asked me how am I feeling or If I need something. I really thank god he gave me such a loving and caring husband.